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Friday, August 29, 2008
read sarah's latest blog post. im gonna have to disagree with her. because dreams to come true. and just because they may not, doesnt mean you give up hope so fast. we're still 13 yknow. no way i'm gonna let my ambitions curl up and die because reality and practicality say so. remember pandora's box? the last thing that was let out was hope. otherwise known as faith.(hardeeharhar no jokes here plsss)(this is why i love my name) it's the stuff that keeps us going NO MATTER WHAT. we fight an impossible battle because hope we can win it. and if you let go of hope so fast, what do you have left? nothing much. sure it's hard to stay here and fufil our ambitions. some people say it's impossible. but i say this. when reality forces me to look it in its face, it'll feel my fist on its nose. i think all you really need to succeed is ambition talent(which you've got, sarah, so it's ok) and a bit of luck. dont resign yourself to a dreamless world. and american people, and singaporean people? i don't see that much difference. it's just that shallowness in singapore are more evident cuz we live in singapore. there will ALWAYS people that don't like to think. everywhere. and since YOU do, that gives you an edge, n'est ce-pas? whatever the case, i'm not gonna surrender and forget MY dreams without a fight.
11:27 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2008
blah rugby. is OVER. Acids made it to the quarter finals. YAY Acids. and X-es. and Condensates. though we didnt win, i think it was great to see everyone working together as a team and not acting in their own interest . blah i love are6ix. so happy that we're going to go to year 2 as gee6ix. rugby's over. here comes vaolliball! on a more sour note, a certain someone made me mad. let's call him bob. he is so hypocritical. i mean, he told me not to tell a certain secret. then he announced it to the world THEN he denied it. and blamed me for the fact that it spread. dude, 1ne, it's none of MY business. 2wo, you're pointing the finger at me now??? 3hree, do you know who's feelings you're taking into consideration now? noone's. except yours. 4our, you lied. first you said you told noone. then you admitted you told a group of people. yeah, right. you told truckloads of people. 5ive, you were so SURE when you were blaming me. then when i went to get evidence against your unfounded accusations, you mumbled away that you may have misheard. PLEASE DONT POINT FINGERS. especially at me. cuz i dont have so much free time go anyhow spread gossip. YES, i heard the part where you told S that if she hadn't told me, none of this would've happened. uh, the fact that you lied and were so hypocritical caused this to happen. and that was what finally convinced me you WERE blaming me. why would you say that otherwise. glare and complain about me all you want cuz i'll just smile in return.
5:27 AM
Sunday, August 17, 2008
arts fest is over. im gonna have to get used to r6 instead of the theatre kids. did i mention that both rock? cuz they do. i noticed a strange trend during our animal farm performances. if there are more VIPs, somehow the audience reacts less. and vice versa. it seems the number of VIPs determine the responsiveness of the audience. (i know alot of you are now thinking: fayth's finally had it; she's cracked) but really, this seems to be true. anyway, i think the arts fest was a success. i almost forgot i still have an ihss project to do. gah i will miss arts fest days. became closer to some of the theatre people. yay! i might remember the times we had on stage and smile. but the memories of our random backstage stuff like playing 7-up and truth or truth(hehe) to quell our nervousness, or our words of encouragement and support when on standby, or our last minute group hugs. those will bring tears of happiness to my eyes. *sigh*
7:15 PM
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
'"twas the ten minutes before performance, when all through the black box not a performer was stirring; not even a cough." ok yeah...you get the picture. we were nervous. we were excited. and it was nearly full house outside.when someone told me that i made a funny "aiyeep" sound and dropped to the floor. heh??? what happened to the 20-strong crowd? FULL HOUSE IS ABOUT 100 PEOPLE. i guess i shoulda realised more people would come. our first public performance of animal farm. i know i don't have many individual lines, but the nerves...are...bad. rewind. we are in the makeup room, getting our uh, makeup(what else) done. celeste kindly helps me to do my eyes since i have no inkling whatsover how eyeliner works. i note to myself that i should NOT rub my eyes cuz it'd smudge the mascara/eyeliner. like i did earlier. so i went around looking like a panda.o.o mad rush for the makeup. celeste and sarah brought their own, the smart people. anyway, we all managed to get ourselves made up and dressed eventually. fast-forward. the play is starting. it has run all the way to the battle of the cowshed. there was this kid in the first row, upon seeing mr jones's toy gun, said something about firing 20 rounds into the animals. uh, kid, firstly this isnt some violent movie thing.secondly, it's plastic. nothing could prepare us for what came next. as mr jones "pulled the trigger" kat "dropped dead". this was met by a loud cry of "awesome" from that kid. nah, it wasn't "awesome" it was more like "AWESOMEZZZ". yup that's more like it. the entire cast was trying not to laugh. man, that kid is annoying but adorable. lol. gosh i wonder who that kid is. well, he WAS paying attention. =p.
9:10 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
feeling contemplative. i read a story where a chicken has been genetically modified to live the life of a vegetable. and where a pig also has been similarly modified to be able to talk and...WANT to be eaten. this story is pretty obviously science fiction, but if it was true, would people then be able to eat meat with a clear conscience? i mean, the chicken didn't feel anything, so eating it would be like eating a tomato. and the pig actually WANTED to be eaten. however, there is the initial sense of nausea and disgust. should we even be messing around with the natural order like that? isn't it morally wrong to do that? aren't there repercussions to this at all? yet, would it be better to eat an animal that DIDN'T want to be eaten? or an animal that felt pain when going through its last moments?aren't people already messing around with the natural order anyway by just by being human and altering the environment? anyway, this type of modification doesn't exist today. so animals, when being slaughtered feel pain AND don't want to be eaten. therefore i shall become a vegetarian when i grow up.
8:09 AM
Friday, August 8, 2008
dear people, have you had anyone ever be extra before? i know most of the time, extras are completely harmless and fine, and can be included eventually. however, there are extras that actually make that effort to STAY extra. and annoying. here is a true blue example. me, sarah frances and celeste are eating a nice dinner in ourspace. ryan comes in, grabs a chair and sits down at our table. R: hello ladies(or sth equally ryan-ish) C: hi extra we continue conversation and even start to include ryan. "bob" yup the same guy as before, comes in, grabs a chair and plonks down. C, SF and F:*shudder* ryan somehow seems to be unaffected. either that or his face is stuck in one expression. i think the former is somehow alot more likely. bob starts smiling in this really freaky way. C moves away. bob moves chair nearer, C moves further. bob moves chair nearer to me. i move further. bob starts saying we're mean. i start my "dust speck" thing. krish says sth. bob responds rather loudish. it all ended up as one huge mess and chaos. i couldnt even hear myself play the piano. row between bob and other people i think. like i could care. who knew an extra could cause this.seriously.
7:46 AM
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
someone should invent a cure for utter pathetic/tactlessness. seriously. the world could be way better off with one. something happened today that mad me really really mad. someone(who will be called bob for now)did something totally tactless. "bob" comes up to me and sarah frances. B:hi F and SF: yeah hi *random blahblah*there was something here that happened that added to the madness but i shall not mention for privacy's sake. i accidentally knock over SF's kickapoo. F: oops!!! SF:gah...kickapoo on my shirt, kickapoo on my shirt! F:sorry!! SF: it's ok...gotta clean this up somehow.. B: you know if someone did that to me i wouldnt forgive them. F:looks at SF SF:looks at F what the heck??? B:and you know some people, if i did that to them, they wouldn't forgive me either. like (edit)sally. she'd just overplay and overreact. SF & F: .... B: some people just overplay everything F and SF: o.0 uh. you do it all the time. yes i dont care if i'm being mean cos you went waaay too far today. seriously. if you're gonna be annoying dont be a crybaby as well. please. THE WORLD NEEDS A CURE FOR PATHETICISM!
5:29 AM
Friday, August 1, 2008
i finally am starting to learn the guitar. yay! i wanted to spend the entire afternoon practicing but my mum said we were going and i said that i'd stay here. we ended up having a soft toy fight.yep, soft toys gone berserk. my mum won so i went swimming =p i doubt my guitar playing is anywhere near good, but i'll get it down pat. i mean, piano turned out ok.(i found out music students also make mistakes in playing pieces and they practice real hard to get it all right.i thought that they were good and i was pathetic. now i think that they're good and i'm just passable=p) we had another welcome to our playground workshop. some of the poems brought up were really cool and i am inspired *floaty look* on a more random, insignificant note, i perfected my chipmunk face.
6:44 AM
Marvin the Paranoid Android
avery weird person who likes daydreaming, reading,writing and doing absolutely nothing. hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy is a very good book, carnivorous rabbits are cool, and also i think talking to yourself is fun because i never disagree with me. ------ the knack to flying is to throw yourself at the ground and miss hit counter from 8/12/08 With a rubber duck, one's never alone.
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