i'm thirteen.
yay.
i guess i can't stay a kid forever.
GOSH that's depressing.
i realise just how much i've grown.
stuff in the playground that used to look huge now are like one and a half times my height.
aah it's sad.
i can't dress up funny without being laughed at.
i can't eat up my favourite food without people thinking i'm greedy.
i can't do anything without being judged.
no one in kindergarten commented on clothes, accessories or anything, for that matter.
it was a time where you could truly like a person for who they were.
now we always have to worry about committing some huge social gaffe.
it's so hard not to be self conscious when you can already taste the embarrassment coming if you mess up.
it's easy to say that you don't care what others think but to do that now is nearly impossible.
unless you are a certain JoAn.
JoAn i admire your SO WHAT attitude.
darn useful, that is.
anyway, as time goes on, i can only grow older.
it's time to grow up now.
it's time to grow up.