i have to quit worrying so much. tis stupid.mehmehmeh. image conscienceness is just a burden.
here's why:
1)as if you needed another thing to worry about.
2)if you let your image fall into disrepair, you reputation and no. of friends follows as such.
3)when you want to be yourself, sometimes you tell yourself no.

and the thing about image conscienceness is that if you mess up one teeny weeny little time, people are going to judge you. like this, *snap* oh she's so rude. and then it's fixed. forever and ever.even if you wanted to change, you can't cause you've gone and written them off! tsk tsk! course, there are always people whom you give manymany chances but they never change. but let's not fiddle with the minority.
Being aware of your image, i think, comes with age. when you were young, i don't think you would've thought twice about painting your face with finger paints. now, there's always a what if. what if it makes me look weird? what if my friends think i'm crazy?
yaddayaddayadda.
and the list goes on.
i really wish people would be a little less judgemental and wait and see for awhile. i'm not saying we should be best friends with everyone, that would be impossible. just give them one more chance if they mess up, cause everyone messes up. just like it's impossible for everyone to like you, it's impossible to be perfect.
people are never one dimensional; there's always another side of them.